So not looking forward to cumvention

God I don’t wanna be here but imma be forced if I say anything sometimes it feels like I’ll never be free

imma be so mentally drained I just wanna scream into the infinite void like the title of this post was a joke but I’m watching it and god damn I do not wanna be here I wish I was a different person or atleast dead so I don’t have to go through sitting through hours of what I know is not the truth. I just want it to be over with